Each of us has something we are searching for - something we feel will make us more complete, happy or fulfilled. I used to think that this was normal, but now I realize that this constant searching and sense of lacking is detrimental to one's mental and emotional state. Even when we get what we want we are immediately searching for the next thing. I want to just relax into the moment - not to avoid action and responsibility, but so that my actions will be focused in a way that makes them maximally effective and enjoyable. I am too easily stressed, anxious, etc. This comes from years and years of practice, and practice makes perfect. I do believe it is possible to have a huge amount of things to do and still be at peace and focused. I just need to practice...
